Greetings All,

[curtsy]. The idea of this topic is to get you to think about what submission means. Submission takes a lot of mental work and sometimes physical durability as well. The questions to think about was when did you first think of submission? What was the moment that put you into the willingness? What lessons have you learned? What did you struggle with in submitting? 

Sissy Anna's story is one that has a sad ending for now. Sissy Anna signed up for a training course. She was rebellious right off the bat and actually was banned. Then a few days later, lots of penance and a long essay reflecting on her lack of submission got Sissy to think about all the above questions. Submission to Sissy Anna is obeisance and surrender! It is quelling the desire to hold any authority. It is being willful to trust and obey (using common sense of course) and serving as a dedicated submissive. Anna was about 20 year old the first time she fantasized about being a sissy and serving as a slut. Before hormones, Sissy was wild and untamed. She was unwilling to submit. Sissy on hormones left her flaccid and less interested in sex and more into servicing, pleasing in other ways (cooking, cleaning, hosting, position training). The moment sissy anna had her ephinany?! She was sitting on her floor, writing an essay about how this sissy had disobeyed a direct order from another Mistress who was overseeing when Master was not around. She was angry at sissy' unwillingness to be submissive to her even though it was in contract. As a punishment sissy anna was spanked, sent to put on a collar, strip and sit outside on the porch naked minus collar. She was called pathetic and a faggot and pantywaist slut. She was mocked and her little wee wee was untucked as sissy sat. So sissy felt ashamed. Then after and hour of outdoor isolation in the nude, Sissy was brought back inside and a leash was put on her collar. Sissy was then was hooked to a chair that was kept in place by the chair Mistress sat on. Mistress had Sissy Anna kneel upright and face away form her for a half an hour. Mistress then complimented Sissy on her obeying the smallest commands and accepting the punishment. Mistress asked Sissy if she would obey the next command. I nodded and still made no eye contact. She asked me to write an essay about how my actions were disrespectful to Her and how it would be unbecoming of a Sissy to have such un-sissy-like qualities. Sissy did the assignment over the next day as she sat in silence or was put to doing dishes. Sissy cleaned the entire kitchen and then had her work examined. Sissy finished her assignment and handed it in. Have you ever had to hand write 3 pages of twelve words per line with neat handwriting?! It is a chore... no pun intended. Sissy anna was humbled and broke form her rebelliousness mainly. Sissy can be a bit shy, quiet and a brat. She can also be a pouty little slut or a jubilation of joy that is happy to serve. Sissy has learned she is a confident, strong, brave and loving lady that still is immature in areas, can be treated as inferior without having her self value broke and loves to serve with charm and humbleness. Sissy has learned that she can trust her Master, speak up when done respectfully and push limits without losing herself in the fear or panic. She has learned to ask for help and observe others rather than thinking she knows everything. The large struggle for Sissy Anna was being willing to surrender. The distrust and self preservation was a major barricade. When Sissy expressed she needs to honor her feelings with Master and /or Mistress, Sissy found that she was able to sooth a lot of the concerns, fears, paranoia, doubt, questions and many other topics which helped Master and Sissy to bond! Sissy continues to train daily. 

Blessings to you, Reader [curtsy]

Sissy Anna, sissy in training